Thinking Aloud.

What's that word?
You know the one.
...to make someone feel small,
...someone feel irrelevant?

You know it.
You do it all the time,
belittle,
demean,
destroy?

I guess destroy will do.
One day i'll tell you,
let you know how it made me feel.
mabye now will do,

I feel worthless
drained and empty inside
theres nothing left of me,
I'm a shell,
A seashell if you like.

Abandonded,
Swept away by the sea
I close my eyes and imagine them
Cold, frothy waves crashing down upon me

'It's not quite like that though'
im thinking as i slide beneath my own sea

My sea of water - it's bathtime now you see.
The last moments spent watching the airbubbles rise,
not just any, but mine,
My airbubbles breaking as they reach the surface line.

And then?

nothing.
black.
it's over.
c'est fini.