Its only human to make mistakes.

A person doesnt have to be perfect to be exactly what you need.

Im not very good at understanding what i feel. I used to think i was.

I hate how i always realise when its way too late, when the moments passed. Once ive totally blown it by dreaming of what is nothing to do with reality and accepting only perfection which can never be found. I dont even know what perfection is in my imagination so how can i bloody well find it in real life?!

By accepting only perfection ive discovered that ive actually rejected a whole lot of amazing things and now i am simply left wondering what could have been and wondering it all by myself.

mabye i could have been sitting here wondering it with you.
if i was with you mabye i wouldnt be wondering about you.
mabye we could have been something great.
i think ive screwed up.
I tried to tell you tonight but you didnt want to know.
I think i might actually miss you.
Fuck.