Closer.

"Don't stop loving me. I can see it draining out of you. It's me, remember? It was a stupid thing to do and it meant nothing. If you love me enough, you'll forgive me."

Transfixed.

Ive visited this place so many times before
But each time its the same,
Each time I'm the same
Each time I was lost in my dream
In my grey zone. Neither here nor there.
In transition.

This time it's real.

This time it's not the same,
This time I've changed,
This time I really am lost
Lost in the real world,
Souless and alone.

Chained and Transfixed.

Emotional Overload

I smell you on my skin.
I feel your hand in mine.
I feel my hand in yours.
I see your loving smile.
I feel my tears roll down.
I curl up in a ball.
I pray that I could fly.
I need to be alone right now.
I want to disappear.

I can't deal with this right now.